The Preacher’s Experience(s)

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There is a simple prayer I usually utter a few hours after preaching: “Lord, thank you for the privilege of preaching this day and help me to do better next week.” On an ideal week there is gladness of heart in the praise and the petition.

Last Saturday was one of those occasions where I left gathered worship with an unusually heavy soul. The accent on my weekly petition was something like, “Lord, I thought I’d be a better preacher at thirty-one years of age. But there’s still so much to learn—help me grow.” To say I felt like a failure would be to don the crown of drama, but to say I was dispirited would be more to the point. The discouragement was not because the sermon swung and missed; there was useful stuff throughout and many have told me how God used it to their benefit.

There was just so much more the sermon could have been, and probably should have been.

The Cry of the Young

It’s amazing to me how God meets us in our weakness. Sometimes His kindness amidst our troubles reveals itself over time; this is surely meant to teach us patience and trust. Other times He opens our minds to truth with astonishing speed. Last week was one of those latter occasions. I had barely made it out of the parking lot before something immediately hit my mind: I’m only thirty-one years old. A Spurgeon I am not, he who preached over six hundred (!) times by the age of twenty. A more encouraging model for me is John Piper who didn’t start preaching full time until he was thirty-four.

As hard as it is in an age that trumpets the power of youth and ignores the crown of the old (gray hair), I have to continually remind myself I’m still in the season of ministry marked “Sowing.” This is the time to get experience and gain from experience.

As I’ve meditated on this topic the last few days I’ve come to see afresh three experiential perspectives vital to those of us continuing to prepare for that ministerial season called “Reaping.”

The Experience of History

By this I mean experiencing the protective, informing power of history. Not only does such an experience often provide unique power for sanctification (consider the often-formative influence of biography), it equips a pastor to better understand his times. If there is nothing new under the sun, then rich experiences of history prepare a preacher to not be surprised. He is more able to point out anomalies and prevent his people from cultural panic.

Experiences of history come through the obvious avenues of books and documentaries. Yet, we live in an age where iTunesU and podcasting (for example, try BackStory Radio) provide numerous opportunities for pastors to have an experience with history that prevents them from falling into the abyss of the present.

Speaking of that abyss, let Piper say it as only he can . . .

Oh how fortunate we are, brothers of the pulpit, that we are not the first to face these things. We are so fortunate. I thank God for the healing of history. Do you read history? Are you slipping into the abyss of the present? It is an abyss brothers! You cannot know yourself, or your times, or your God if you only know the present. I bless God for history and books.

The Experience of Time

Like meat needs time to cure, preachers need the experience of time to grow. The trials and triumphs of life mold preachers into useful vessels. With God’s help the experience of time brings wisdom and maturity. Think not of preparation seasons as wilderness epochs in ministry, rather these are times when young men get to drink in at an oasis of God’s mercy.

The Experience of Christ

And, of course, no experience is greater than a vital, experiential relationship with Christ.

I’ve lately been working through several different biographies of Robert Murray M’Cheyne. One common thread woven through each work is how much the young Scotsman—and his school of friends—pursued a vibrant experience of Christ. Through devotion to God’s word and prayer Christ became sweetly powerful. M’Cheyne was convinced likeness to Christ is the essential ingredient to fruitful ministry. He said,

In great measure, according to the purity and perfection’s of the instrument, will be success. It is not great talents God blesses so much as great likeness to Jesus. A holy minister is an awful weapon in the hand of God.

In another place he wrote,

Take heed to thyself. Your own soul is your first and greatest care. You know a sound body alone can work with power; much more a healthy soul. Keep a clear conscience through the blood of the Lamb. Keep up close communion with God. Study likeness to Him in all things.

Back to the Beginning

We preachers have a promise from God meant to encourage us in the sowing season: “And let us not grow weary of doing good, for in due season we will reap, if we do not give up” (Gal. 6:9). Let us not give up on doing good in ministry, learning from experience, and growing in an experience of Christ. We will reap.

The Pastor as Theologian

In his book Jonathan Edwards and The Ministry of the Word Sweeney says, “In the early twenty-first century, when many pastors have abdicated their responsibilities as theologians, and many theologians do their work in a way that is lost on the people of God, we need to recover Edwards’ model of Christian ministry. Most of the best theologians in the history of the church were parish pastors.”

Look at almost any major theologian in church history and you’ll find a man that likely considered himself a pastor first and theologian second. This is a model we need to recover and, happily, it looks like we are working to recover.

This summer two books on the topic—the first was published in June and the second is due in just over two weeks—hit the shelves and further the conversation. Ordinary pastors will want to work their way through these complementary visions of pastors advancing theological understanding.

The Books

51ZlZrXw9EL._SX327_BO1,204,203,200_The Pastor Theologian: Resurrecting an Ancient Vision by Gerald Hiestand and Todd Wilson. Pastoral ministry today is often ruled by an emphasis on short-sighted goals, pragmatic results, and shallow thinking. Unfortunately, those in the academy tend to have the opposite problem, failing to connect theological study to the pressing issues facing the church today. Contemporary evangelicalism has lost sight of the inherent connection between pastoral leadership and theology. This results in theologically anemic churches, and ecclesial anemic theologies.

Todd Wilson and Gerald Hiestand contend that among a younger generation of evangelical pastors and theologians, there is a growing appreciation for the native connection between theology and pastoral ministry. At the heart of this recovery of a theological vision for ministry is the re-emergence of the role of the “pastor theologian.”

The Pastor Theologian presents a taxonomy of the pastor-theologian and shows how individual pastors—given their unique calling and gift-set—can best embody this age-old vocation in the 21st century. They present three models that combine theological study and practical ministry to the church:

  • The Local Theologian—a pastor theologian who ably services the theological needs of a local congregation.
  • The Popular Theologian—a pastor theologian who writes theology to a wider lay audience.
  • The Ecclesial Theologian—a pastor theologian who writes theology to other theologians and scholars.

Raising the banner for the pastor as theologian, this book invites the emerging generation of theologians and pastors to reimagine the pastoral vocation along theological lines, and to identify with one of the above models of the pastor theologian.

51tzCOkdFeL._SX331_BO1,204,203,200_The Pastor as Public Theologian: Reclaiming a Lost Vision by Kevin Vanhoozer and Owen Strachan. Many pastors today see themselves primarily as counselors, leaders, and motivators. Yet this often comes at the expense of the fundamental reality of the pastorate as a theological office. The most important role is to be a theologian mediating God to the people. The church needs pastors who can contextualize the Word of God to help their congregations think theologically about all aspects of their lives, such as work, end-of-life decisions, political involvement, and entertainment.

Drawing on the depiction of pastors in the Bible, key figures from church history, and Christian theology, this brief and accessible book offers a clarion call for pastors to serve as public theologians in their congregations and communities. The church needs pastors to read the world in light of Scripture and to direct their congregations in ways of wisdom, shalom, and human flourishing. The Pastor as Public Theologian calls for a paradigm shift in the very idea of what a pastor is and does, setting forth a positive alternative picture.

In addition to pastors, this book will be invaluable to seminary students training to be pastors and to their professors. It includes pastoral reflections on the theological task from twelve working pastors.

The Podcasts

I’ve recently listened to a couple podcasts pursuing one, if not both, of the books. Listen in and whet your appetite for your eventual reading.

What Should a Pastor Be?

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No man has influenced my pastoral life and vision more than Robert Murray M’Cheyne. He was a man of ordinary gifting, but of tenacious love for the sufficiency and beauty of Jesus Christ. The more I read him the more I’m convinced few pastors of old are as worthy to hear today as Mr. M’Cheyne (hence why I hope to do my PhD research on him).

26 Traits of a Faithful Pastor

In one morning’s bible reading M’Cheyne meditated on 1 Thessalonians 2 and Paul’s example of ministry to the church at Thessalonica. In a manuscript quarto—think “journal”—M’Cheyne answered the question, “What should a minister be?” from Paul’s instruction. He came up with twenty-six different characteristics of healthy gospel ministry. May these encourage and challenge you:

  1. Bold in our God. Having the courage of one who is near and dear to God, and who has God dwelling in him.
  2. To speak the Gospel. He should be a voice to speak the gospel, an angel of glad tidings.
  3. With much agony. He should wrestle with God, and wrestle with men.
  4. Not of uncleanness. He should be chaste in heart, in eye, in speech.
  5. Not of deceit or guile. He should be open, having only one end in view, the glory of Christ.
  6. Allowed of God to be put in trust. He should feel a steward, entrusted of God.
  7. Not as pleasing men, but God. He should speak what God will approve, who tries the heart.
  8. Neither flattering words. He should never flatter men, even to win them.
  9. Nor a cloke of covetousness. Not seeking money or presents, devoted to his work with a single eye.
  10. Nor of men sought we glory. Not seeking praise.
  11. Gentle even as a nurse.
  12. Affectionately desirous of you. Having an inward affection and desire for the salvation and growth of his people.
  13. Willing to impart our own souls. Willing to suffer loss, even of life, in their cause.
  14. Laboriousness night and day.
  15. To preach without being chargeable, to any of his people.
  16. Holily.
  17. Justly.
  18. Unblameably we behaved among believers.
  19. The daily walk.
  20. Exhorted every one. Individuality of ministry.
  21. As a father. Authority and love.
  22. Thank we God. He should be full of thanksgiving without ceasing.
  23. Should be with his people in heart, when not in presence.
  24. Endeavoured to see you. His people his hope. That which animates him.
  25. And joy. Immediate delight.
  26. And crown of rejoicing. When he looks beyond the grave.

Thirsty and Thriving

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My daily prayer list includes specific petitions for the preaching ministry at IDC. I pray that those who preach at our church would do so with clarity (Col. 4:4), boldness (Eph. 6:19), tenderness (2 Tim. 2:24-25), and faithfulness (1 Cor. 4:2, 2 Tim. 2:15). A couple weeks ago I realized I was spending vastly more time praying for the preachers than the hearers. So I set out to remedy the imbalance.

I’m a believer in trying to make spiritual concerns memorable—be that in matters of sermon application or intercessory prayer. I want to construct hooks on which truth can hang and be easily taken down. As I tried to coalesce everything I long for to be true about the hearers at my church I settled on two regular requests. Maybe they will be helpful for your ministry and prayer life.

“Lord, Make Them Thirsty”

Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for faithful preaching, for they will be satisfied. The joy of satiation depends on one coming thirsty to God’s word. Let every heart gather eager and expectant for an encounter with God through His word. I pray for sinners to come with longing in their heart for something more than this life, for the life found in Christ alone. I pray for saints to come ready to experience God’s living word with the full force of its glory.

Alongside this request is for God to use His Spirit in the souls of our people to replace thirst for the things of earth with thirst for the things of heaven. May every heart long for the word that cannot fail, for the proclamation more sure and steady than any experience of earthly power and glory.

“Lord, Make Them Thrive”

May God let our congregation thrive spiritually under our preaching. I pray this comes in part from all of those who preach at our church to do so with increased power and deeper reverence. But, on the whole, I’m praying here for God to let the Spirit take our feeble attempts at heralding and multiply their effect exponentially in the church’s soul.

Let not the hearer focus on homiletical goofs in the sermon, but on that which exposes the truth of the text and their heart. Protect them from anything that robs attention and steals beauty from the gospel. Let them thrive equally under God’s promises, commands, and threats. Let them thrive in the Old Testament and the New Testament. Let them thrive no matter the genre—in narratives, poetry, prophecy, epistles, and anything else the Spirit inspired to be in the canon. We want continual growth and steady transformation, so Lord, let the preached word be their fuel for Christlikeness.

May the word thrive “overflowingly” in their hearts so they might be earnest ambassadors who carry the gospel with them wherever they go.

Lord, give make us a thirsty and thriving congregation.

Leading in Worship

We live in a wonderful time of historic recovery among mainstream evangelicals. Reformation theology has surged once again—just before the Reformation’s quincentenary—and thus it’s only logical that many are now taking the next step in Reformation recovery: a reformation in worship. “Liturgy” is on the lips of many. Just a couple weeks ago I was with a church planter working in a denomination quite opposed to set forms of worship, yet he excitedly spoke about “a call to worship, “confession of sin and assurance of pardon.”

As many senior pastors and music pastors find themselves joyfully swept up by the beauty of Reformed worship I thought it could be helpful to point out a few timeless resources for those who lead in worship. These books don’t argue for a particular liturgy in worship, but rather offer numerous ways to think about, implement, and then lead a congregation each element of worship.

4 Books for Leading in Worship

31n6822EPKL._SX322_BO1,204,203,200_Leading in Worship edited by Terry Johnson. Having become disillusioned with the shallowness, incoherence, and mancenteredness of mainstream contemporary Christian worship, a growing number of ministers and laypeople within the Protestant Church are beginning to recover the biblical roots of traditional Reformed worship. If you count yourself among this number, Leading in Worship was compiled for you. Here is a rich profusion of liturgical material carefully selected from the various directories and prayer books published during the heyday of the Protestant Reformation and compiled into a robust liturgical directory with adaptable forms of worship appropriate for every occasion. But this is more than just a directory of worship. Editor Terry Johnson also explains the importance and purpose of the different services, outlining the biblical foundations for the varied worship practices of the Reformers. Created for ministers, this book also edifies and encourages congregants by providing a biblical rationale for liturgical forms. Leading in Worship is a practical handbook of utmost importance to the modern reformation.

9780801015915mThe Worship Sourcebook edited by John Witvliet and Emily Brink. The Worship Sourcebook is a collection of more than 2,500 prayers, litanies, and spoken texts for every element of traditional worship services held throughout the seasons of the church year. This indispensable resource for worship planners and pastors includes texts that can be read aloud as well as outlines that can be adapted for your situation. Teaching notes offer guidance for planning each element of the service. Thought-provoking perspectives on the meaning and purpose of worship help stimulate discussion and reflection. The companion CD contains the entire text of the book for easy cutting and pasting into bulletins, PowerPoint slides, orders of worship, and more. This second edition includes new and revised liturgies, additional prayers for challenging situations facing today’s church, and new appendices.

0802808212mLeading in Prayer by Hughes Oliphant Old. This comprehensive guide to ordering, improving, and doing prayer in Christian corporate worship is for pastors, worship leaders, teachers and anyone interested in a deeper understanding of the use of public prayer. Old discusses the historical and theological background of prayer, instructs readers in the various kinds of prayer as they are used in worship, and examines the ordering of prayer in congregational worship. Includes sample prayers and sample church services.

9781845504274mWestminster Directory of Public Worship discussed by Mark Dever and Sinclair Ferguson. The Scotsman writes, “To read and study the Puritans is akin to standing in a familiar house and noticing there is an extra door one had never noticed. Press it open and a large basement full of unimagined resources come into view. Here one may linger often, and from here Christians – and not least Christian pastors – may return to the world of their daily service with renewed vigor, with a greater sense of the gospel and its power, deeply challenged to live for their chief end: ‘to glorify God and enjoy him for ever.’ Here we find ourselves in a world of men with a clear vision of the nature of true pastoral ministry, and an unreserved commitment to it, whatever the personal cost. This is an environment of clear-sightedness, single-mindedness, and a deep love of God which, if applied to the work of the pastor today would have a profound, if at times a disturbing, impact on our understanding of the real task of the ministry.”

If you’re interested in more resources on worship Westminster Books has an excellent five-book set for 40% off. Included are:

  • Rhythms of Grace by Mike Cosper
  • Worship Matters by Bob Kauflin
  • Give Praise to God edited by Phil Ryken, Derek Thomas, and Ligon Duncan
  • Christ-Centered Worship by Bryan Chapell
  • Engaging with God by David Peterson

1 Timothy 4:13 Pastors

Read the Word

I tend to think you can tell a lot about a homeowner by looking at his yard. Is the grass thriving and weeds diminishing? Are the plants tended and trimmed? Rarely have I seen a lawn so cared for and not found out that it’s owner is not known for diligence, precision, and care.1 The yard of a home announces something of the character of its owners—whether we like it or not.

There is something similar for those of us who preach. Something that generally comes in the front of our sermons and reveals much about how we approach God’s word: the Scripture reading.

The Forgotten Command of Pastoral Ministry?

One of the forgotten pastoral commands in Scripture is that ordinary pastors are to read Scripture in public. Paul told his young protégé in 1 Timothy 4:13, “Until I come, devote yourself to the public reading of Scripture, to exhortation, to teaching.” My aim in this post is two-fold: 1) to convince you to start your exposition by reading God’s word, and 2) to introduce your reading of God’s word in a particular way. The degree to which we are doing these things is a measure of our obedience to Paul’s command. It’s also a mirror into what we believe about God’s word.

Start with God’s Word

My first aim need not take us long. I believe the best sermons are begun by the preacher reading part of or the totality of the passage he is about to exposit. Just as a call to worship lets God have the first word in the worship service, so too does a Scripture reading of the given text let God have the first word in the sermon.2 Now, I’m not saying that the first word out of the preacher’s mouth must be the reading of his passage. Transitions and segues are often necessary for services to retain some sense of smoothness. Yet, what I am saying is that before any real work of exposition is done we ought to read our passage.

This not only let’s God have the first word in the sermon, it also implicitly communicates something to our congregations. It points to hope and faith in the truth that God’s word brings life to His people. Our reading of Scripture consists of the only guaranteed-to-be-inspired-and-so-bring-life words we will speak that day.

I assume many of you are convinced of this necessity. Let’s then think about how we can introduce the reading in a way that perpetuates reverence and expectancy in our hearers.

Think Of Yourself As a Covenant Lawyer

I was trained in a Presbyterian context where the preacher would say something after, not before, reading the passage. Usually it was something like, “Thus far the reading of God’s word,” or, “Thus ends the reading of God’s holy, inspired, and inerrant word.” It must be said that such an approach is not bad, not bad at all. But I do think we can do something better.

You may not have thought about it in this way before, but preachers—like the prophets of old—are something like God’s covenant lawyers. They defend God’s word and prosecute the truths of Jesus Christ in order to establish and edify Christ’s church. Do you remember how the old-school covenant lawyers introduced God’s word? ‘Thus saith the LORD.” Now that’s an introduction to God’s word full of power. It demands attention and raises expectation. God is speaking! “Hear ye! Hear ye!”

Modern-day heralds can, and I think ought, to do something similar. Whenever we read God’s word prior to the sermon there is great wisdom in introducing it with a powerfully precise phrase. It’s my own practice to say, “Let’s hear now as God speaks to us through His word.” I want my congregation to know something supernatural is about to occur, God is speaking to us. Whenever someone reads Scripture in the middle of our service they do so by saying, “This is the word of the Lord . . .” Some other introductory statements I’ve heard from other people are:

  • “These are the very words of God.”
  • “These are the perfect, life-giving words of God.”
  • “Listen to God’s unchanging and unfailing word.”
  • “Hear God’s holy word.”

Whatever you say, say something authentic to your personality. Say something honoring to God’s word. And then unleash the power of God.

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  1. This is, of course, not to say that any lawn not so cared for is thus owned by someone lazy or disorganized. Maybe the owners just moved in. Maybe they have an impossible sprinkler system. We don’t need to stretch the analogy too far.
  2. I know many churches will have someone other than the pastor read the text before the sermon, but I’d encourage something different. Let that individual read, at another point in the service—maybe before the song that precedes the sermon—, a passage complementary to the sermon text. This allows God’s word to more permeate your liturgy and it allows the preacher to a 1 Timothy 4:13 kind of pastor.

Old School Wisdom

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“Just as we become aware of a meteor only when, after traveling silently through space for untold millions of miles, it blazes briefly through the atmosphere before dying in a shower of fire, so it is with Ignatius, bishop of Antioch in Syria,” writes Michael Holmes.

The only time we meet Ignatius is in the final few weeks of his life as he journeys towards martyrdom in Rome, sometime between 98-117 AD. Along the way he wrote a series of seven letters full of interest to historians and pastors alike. Historians get a unique glimpse into the church’s history at that pivotal time and see an early church leader’s teaching on a variety of important matters. Pastors should enjoy these letters because they are short and overflowing with pithy prose on church ministry and church life.

I recently worked through Ignatius’ letters for a doctoral seminar at The Institution and here are a collection of quotes of unique service to ordinary pastors.

Ignatius’ Top Ten

  1. “When you (the church) meet together frequently, the powers of Satan are overthrown and his destructiveness is nullified by the unanimity of your faith.” (Ephesians, 13.1)
  2. “It is better to be silent and be real than to talk and not be real. It is good to teach, if one does what one says.” (Ephesians 15.1)
  3. “It is right, therefore, that we not just be called Christians, but that we actually be Christians.” (Magnesians, 4.1)
  4. “I am guarding you in advance because you are very dear to me and I foresee the snares of the devil. You, therefore, must arm yourselves with gentleness and regain your strength in faith and in love.” (Trallians, 8.1)
  5. “Where the shepherd is, there follow the sheep.” (Philadelphians, 2.1)
  6. “Flee from divisions as the beginning of evils.” (Smyrnaeans, 8.1)
  7. “Focus on unity, for there is nothing better.” (Polycarp, 1.2)
  8. “Devote yourself to unceasing prayers; ask for greater understanding than you have. Keep alert with an unresting spirit.” (Polycarp, 1.3)
  9. “If you love good disciples, it is of no credit to you; rather with gentleness bring the more troublesome ones into submission.” (Polycarp, 2.1)
  10. “Stand firm, like an anvil being struck with a hammer. It is the mark of a great athlete to be bruised, yet still conquer.” (Polycarp, 3.1)

An Issue Not to be Neglected

In recent weeks a useful conversation has taken place in various quarters of the Interweb on the matter of baptism (see here, here, here, here, here, and here). The ecumenical bent of evangelicalism in the mid-late 1900s meant an increasing “essentialism” that relegated baptism to the category of adiaphora. But a simple read of Scripture will show that baptism is far from being a thing indifferent. It is the new covenant seal and sign of initiation into the new covenant community—the church.

So ordinary pastors should think long and hard about their theology and practice of baptism.

Two Resources to Help

To help you do just that I want to point your attention to a couple podcast episodes from individuals and organizations swimming in each side of the baptismal pool. First, come the credo boys, those who swim in the deep end (think immersion).

9m_audio_membership_final-270x250A few months ago Jonathan Leeman sat down with Bobby Jamieson to discuss his book Going Public: Why Baptism is Required for Church Membership. 9Marks writes:

What is baptism? What does baptism mean? Is it simply an individual’s declaration that they now belong to Jesus? Is it a sign and seal of the new covenant, just as God intended circumcision to be a sign and seal of the old? And what does all of this have to do with church membership? Is church membership for everyone? Only baptized believers? Baptized believers and their children?

These questions often resist clear and easy answers, yet they take up their fair share of pastoral time and consideration. In an effort to help with these questions and others like them, Jonathan Leeman interviewed Bobby Jamieson about his new book Going Public. We pray you’ll find the time useful as the conversation perhaps even sharpens some of your own thoughts.

Listen or download the episode here.

9781601782826mThen comes the paedo boys, those who swim in the shallow end of the pool (think sprinkling of infants). Way back in 2010 the men of Christ the Center interviewed J.V. Fesko about his book Word, Water, and Spirit: A Reformed Perspective on Baptism. The publisher describes the book in this way:

Word, Water and Spirit is a comprehensive introduction to the Reformed doctrine of baptism. Part one looks at the history of the doctrine in seven chapters, ranging from the Patristic age to modern times. Part two is a biblical–theological survey, looking at the eschatological and covenantal aspects of the sacrament, with a special emphasis on baptism as judgment. Part three is a systematic–theological construction, with a view towards establishing and defending the means, mode, recipients and efficacy of baptism.

Readers looking for a defense of infant baptism will find that and much more. Using the concepts of covenant and canon, Fesko sets out a firm defense of the practice, but he also provides a constructive proposal for thinking about baptism in general and its implications for ecclesiology. This work is sure to add much needed light to an old debate, but it will also enable many paedobaptists to better articulate a practice they already firmly believe in.

Listen or download the episode here.

Learning from Each Side

You probably side, as I do, with one camp more than the other. Yet, I’m sure each episode will stir fresh thoughts about the initiatory rite of the Christian life and at least help you understand where the other side is coming from. Tolle audite!

9Marks Mailbag

9marks-bailbag-270x250In case you’ve missed it, 9Marks has been running a weekly feature since early March named “The 9Marks Mailbag.” Every Friday morning Jonathan Leeman offers “counsel on questions that [are] wide-ranging, practical, and from actual readers in the throes of actual dilemmas.” You may not always agree with the particulars of his counsel, but Leeman does a fantastic job in thinking through every question with biblically informed wisdom.

Check out the Mailbags, with their specific questions, in the links below:

Mailbag #1: Lent, Mid-Life Pastor, & Elder Agenda

Mailbag #2: Deaconess Qualifications, Private Baptisms, Knowing Members’ Giving

Mailbag #3: Plagiarizing Pastor, Membership Interview

Mailbag #4: Gospel Culture, Elders and Porn

Mailbag #5: Not Baptizing Children, Small Groups, Elders and Porn—Again 

Mailbag #6: Pastors’ Wives, Taking Oaths, Pastors & Administration Work

Mailbag #7: Cake-baking Principles; Two Services or One; Youth Pastors; & A Discipline Issue

Mailbag #8: Confidentiality among Elders; Meaningful Membership; Can an Elder Be Single?; and Young Earth Creationism

Mailbag #9: Lord’s Supper in Small Groups; Elder Disqualified by Unbelieving Wife; Immersion Necessary for Baptism?

In Memory

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For Pat

We gather here today to remember our beloved brother in Christ, Pat Murray. We come to celebrate a man who fought the good fight and finished his race, all the while keeping the faith. So there is joy. But there is also loss. A tender husband is no longer here; a faithful father has gone to his true home; a cherished son, brother, and friend is now in the midst of heaven’s host. We come then with hearts of gladness and grief. My hope in these few minutes is to raise our minds to consider the Lord Jesus, who is the reason of gladness and the refuge for grief. To help us see this we turn to Philippians 1.

Here the apostle makes one of the most remarkable statements you can ever hear a Christian make. He says in 1:21, “For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain.” I want to briefly meditate on how Pat Murray embodied this passion in life and assurance in death.

To Live Is Christ

I first met Pat not long after he was diagnosed with cancer in the fall of 2012. It wasn’t long after that the Murrays began to visit our new church plant in January 2013. For the last two and a half years Pat and Ronda have been cherished attenders, and then members, of Imago Dei Church.

What struck me about Pat was that he was a man of joy; for Him, to live was Christ. I saw Pat delight in shepherding young CPAs to be faithful in their labor during the pains of tax season. I heard Pat eagerly encourage young husbands and fathers to remain rooted in God’s word as they shepherded their family. I observed Pat speak with glowing adoration of his wife and daughters. I watched Pat don the colors of his alma mater and cheer for the Bears to sic’ ‘em. I saw a gleam in his eye when he talked about the great game of golf. I heard of a hunger in his soul for God’s word and the fellowship of his people. I sang next to him and heard a heart raised in praise to God. I’m sure every one of you who knew him well have untold stories of Pat that upon reflection can’t help but stir your soul and bring a smile to your face.

Now, I know Pat, he wouldn’t like all this talk about himself. But I would tell my dear brother not to fret, for to honor him in this way is to honor the God he loved. Why could he find happiness in every stage and station? Why didn’t the curse of cancer rock the boat of his life and crash him onto the rocks of despair and doubt? Here’s my answer: he was a man alive to joy, because he was a man made alive in Christ. This kind of life and joy are not possible through any other means or any other person.

The Bible says we are all born dead in sin, we are by nature children of wrath, and thus deserve nothing less than eternal judgment from God. No amount of self-striving or self-righteousness can make our dead hearts begin to truly beat. God knows this and so He sent His Son to do what we should have done, but did not do: He lived a life of perfect obedience, obeying where we failed; He died on the cross in the place of sinners, satisfying God’s wrath against any who would believe on Him; three days later He rose from the dead conquering sin, Satan, and death and now the King Who Lives now calls out to dead sinners, “Come alive! Turn from your sin and trust in me and so live with me forever.”

To live is Christ, and oh how Pat was really alive. Where do you find life? In what or whom do you find ultimate, life-giving joy? Life is found only in the Lord Jesus.

God opened Pat’s eyes to this life at an early age and set his course to model the truth that to live is Christ. Little did Pat, or any of us, know just where that course would eventually lead.

To Die is Gain

When Pat’s life turned down the dark alley marked “Life-Threatening Cancer” what we saw was not a threat to Pat’s faith, but a reason for Pat to give thanks. He once wrote to his prayer partners, “[I] thank God for all of His incredible blessings, including the cancer which has completely changed my life forever!” See here a peculiar kindness of God, to open Pat’s eyes to his majesty and splendor amidst terrible pain. He once told me, “As the physical part gets harder, God’s mercy becomes even greater.”

As the weeks after the initial diagnosis turned into months and the months turned into a couple years, Pat began to reflect the second half of Paul’s stunning statement, “To die is gain.” He knew death would soon come knocking on the door, but one thing I never heard from Pat was fear. There was no doubt where he was going. He was assured of God’s love, He was assured of God’s beauty in Christ, and knew nothing in this life can compare to the glory of seeing His savior face to face.

And so let us grieve because our dear brother is gone, but let us grieve with gladness for of this I’m assured: Pat stands in the presence of the King and his soul rests in perfect holiness and happiness.

Crossing Into the Promised Land

Several months ago I introduced an old hymn at our church named “On Jordan’s Stormy Banks.” I did so because I trusted it would encourage Pat Murray in his final days (it’s forever known as “Pat’s Hymn” in my mind). I know from Ronda that Pat listened to this song about two hours before he went home on Saturday. Consider these words as we close:

No chilling winds or poisonous breath
Can reach that healthful shore
Where sickness sorrow pain and death
Are felt and feared now more

When shall I reach that happy place
And be forever blessed
When shall I see my Father’s face
And in His presence rest

I am bound, I am bound, I am bound for the Promised Land

To live is Christ, and to die is gain, for death in Christ leads to the Promised Land. Our brother was bound for and is now found in the Promised Land.